stupid

stupid school. well, actually not the school but this teacher in particular. i think he is insane, brain damaged or just retarded. stupid stupid stupid. just wasted my precious band practice time and pissed me off so badly. almost half of our band practice time was taken by his non-sense decision. he said that we were supposed to inform him about the band practice through email. i talked to the security guards yesterday and they said that they will pass my message to him so that we can use the music room today. but today, they said im not allowed to use.
if we were supposed to inform him by email ONLY, then the security could have told me when i talked to them yesterday. and they didnt. ive got the approval letter with a signature from the head of music and they still said that im not allowed. they said that we MUST inform them by email. it doesnt make ANY difference whether if we inform them by email or letter or even just by talking to them, they will still know that we are asking for the music room unless they are like a whole bunch of complete deaf people which is just so stupid to believe when they could actually have a conversation with me. it was their problem that the security accepted my offer yesterday and they blaimed me today that we didnt email them. whats the point of emailing them when they are actually right in front of me?? its just so ridiculous. well, luckily we could use the music room, but our practice was delayed about more than 40 minutes which is quite a lot of time to practice. and this was the last time that we can actually practice before the audition on tuesday.

stupid stupid stupid.

gaah

im a loser. i am.

maths test tomorrow.

wooo

i havent posted in ages.lol
i dont really know what to write down actually. well, its really easy for me to write down stuffs when im like kinda emo? okay lets not use that word. when im feeling SAD. yes.
haha, but now im feeling kinda HAPPY so yea. its a bad thing that i dont have anything to write on the blog but i THINK its a good thing that im happy.=P lol sounds like this blog is my diary of sadness^^;

oh oh, i had physics test today. I COULDNT SOLVE ONE QUESTION. gaah

ouuchhh...

im almost dead....
my body and head are aching sooo much.
sore troat, my nose is stuck and runny nose.='(

CAR!

I forgot to write down about this! i wrote on my other blog so i thought that ive already written on this too^^;

well, yea.

IM GETTING A CAR!!!!!!

i THINK its confirmed (i really hope so) and im getting a myvi from perudua (if my spelling is correct). well, i wasnt actually expecting for a myvi, i didnt really mind getting some crappy second hand cars since it runs, can listen to music and has air-con.=P well, im lucky.=D

but but, on the other hand, my mum told me that i have to get a scholarship for my university since shes getting me a car. bleeeh, that means i have to study even more than before!! (i dont really remember myself studying before though^^;)

anyway, hurraay for my new caaaaaarrrrrr.=D=D

busy busy busy!!

ahhh, i feel sooooo busy today.... ive been going here and there for the whole day and the time just past. and i have looots of things to do.... i think. if im not mistaken, im supposed to be doing my physics lab thing, my musical practice, band practice, etc etc...

CANT I GET RID OF ALL THOSE STRESSING WORKS!!??

hahh...

am i the only one whos taking it serious??

i dont know

i dont know why but im confused

i dont know what i shall do

i dont know what are the things that i am supposed to do

i dont know what are the things that i am NOT supposed to do

i dont know what are the good things

i dont know what are the bad things

i dont know what to think of

i dont know who to think of