Until the Day We Meet Again （またあえる日まで）

Blue sky, white clouds; let's look up and move forward
Those fun memories, that we laugh as we remember
The smiles of all the people we love are our treasures
I won't forget all those strong bonds among us...

Until the day we meet again,
Stay unchanged and don't forget your dreams
Until the day we meet again,
Let's make our dreams come true
Believing is what connects our hearts

Believe in yourself,
And you'll get something by stepping forward
Enlarge your dreams a bit, you're not all alone
A "once in a lifetime" treasure
It's kind of sad, but wipe your tears and let's set out...

Until the day we meet again,
Stay unchanged with the pure heart
Like how you used to wish to the shooting stars
Until the day we meet again,
I swear to the shining stars
That I will never forget about when we first met each other

Until the day we meet again...

Time Flew

Today is the last day.

I still can't believe that this is happening.

Still.

It doesn't feel like it is happening.

Extended Essay in progress....

Looking into the old stuffs...

LAST ONE WEEK

But I have to work on my finals =.=

This is not FAIR!

I would rather choose to die than doubt.

What's wrong....?

2 more weeks.

Time is money.
Really

1300

Today (November 23rd 2010) is the 1300th day.

I am glad that I have been with you for the past 1300 days.
Every moment that I spent with you is the moment that I treasure the most.
Thank you




Things could turn out to be in such an unexpected way.
It is really true that no one can predict what will happen in the future.
Who would've thought that this would happen.



18 more days.

Right, I'll be more and more busy from now on....

New

I have changed my thinking and attitude.
I hope I'm making a good change.

40 more days.
I hope you can enjoy your life here as much as possible,
And get ready for your new life.
I will do my best to help, support and stand by you.

What I learned from you

I have learned and understood
I have re-realized
My initial concept of it
Time have changed me

And from that,

I have decided

and I will make a change

Help

Someone please tell me what to do

Time Management

Now that my time is getting lesser and lesser, I really need to manage my time wisely.
I need time to do my assignments
I need time to study
I need time to revise
I need time to relax
I need time to play sports
I need time to hang out with friends
And most importantly,
I need time to be with you
I hope I can enjoy the fullest, and so can you :)

....

sigh.... so tired...

Yes

Yes.

What you said was absolutely right.

I think I was being stupid.

I've been doubting you a lot nowadays.

Gomen.

I should believe in you more :)

Sign

This dragon on my chest is the sign and proof of my faith and loyalty

Day

It's so scary how my day passes so quickly.
The past 3 months holiday in Penang/Japan felt way slower than now. Everyday was different in terms of what I do and who I meet. Now in here, I just do the same things over and over again. I'm just repeating a routine over and over. And that is probably why I feel like the time is flying. Repeating the same things. I need to make my life a bit more interesting :/

first time i got so happy by getting hugged.
i think that was my first proper hug

桜

僕がそばにいるよ
君を笑わせるから
桜舞う季節かぞえ
君と歩いていこう

僕がそばにいるよ
君を笑わせるから
桜舞う季節かぞえ
君と歩いていこう

まぶしい朝は何故か切なくて
理由をさがすように君を見つめていた
涙の夜は月の光に震えていたよ
二人で

僕がそばにいるよ
君を笑わせるから
空のない街抜け出し
虹を探しに行こう

いつもそばにいるよ
君を笑わせるから
やわらかな風に吹かれ
君と歩いていこう
君と歩いていこう

君がいる
君がいる
いつもそばにいるよ

100%

100% sounds like a good number.

But not all the time.

The time left is getting lesser and lesser.

I don't know how to face it....

涙そうそう

古いアルバムめくり　ありがとうってつぶやいた
いつもいつも胸の中　励ましてくれる人よ
晴れ渡る日も　雨の日も　浮かぶあの笑顔
想い出遠くあせても
おもかげ探して　よみがえる日は　涙そうそう

一番星に祈る　それが私のくせになり
夕暮れに見上げる空　心いっぱいあなた探す
悲しみにも　喜びにも　おもうあの笑顔
あなたの場所から私が
見えたら　きっといつか　会えると信じ　生きてゆく

晴れ渡る日も　雨の日も　浮かぶあの笑顔
想い出遠くあせても
さみしくて　恋しくて　君への想い　涙そうそう
会いたくて　会いたくて　君への想い　涙そうそう

HB

Happy birthday:)

Hope you had a good day, and wish you luck in everything.

1234

Today (September 18th 2010) is the 1234th day.
We are both now in a complete different environment.
Both of us started our own university lives.
I thank god for letting me be with her.
I don't know how I would've been in the first few days if I was alone.
Thank you so much, for everything.

alc

I don't think I'm a big alcohol fan. I'm kind of reluctant to drink nowadays.

FAST

This 3 and a half months was VERY fast....
I feel like I kind of wasted my time.
Home sweet home.
I really miss Penang now....

友情

I wished if I could speak in Mandarin or Cantonese fluently.
But not anymore.
Instead, I found a new, little piece of "友情" today.
I was touched.

isolation

I found out that I can't live by myself.
I need an accompaniment.
It's not about I'm strong or weak.
But I guess I'm just that way.
I am afraid of being alone.

そして…

６時、母が部屋に入ってきて「学校だよ」と俺を起こす

休みの日にはほとんど食べない朝食を済まし、シャワーを浴びる

７時半、自分の愛車で通学

学校ではいつものように一緒にいるのが当たり前の友達がいる

３時半、自分の愛車で下校

家に着いたら真っ先に自分の部屋に篭り、パソコンとギターに没頭する

７時、ウチは両親共働きなので、妹とメイドとの三人での夕食

夕食が終わるや否やまた部屋に直行。宿題を済ませ、暇をつぶす

１２時、母が仕事から帰ってくるがそれでも部屋にいる

宿題が終わり次第、暇がつぶせなくなり次第、就寝

このような毎日当然のように繰り返してきた普段の生活

時が経ち、俺が一人で発ち、この風景が我が家から消えた

今までは両親共に俺の為に働いてくれ、何不自由ない生活をさせてくれた

これからは俺が頑張って、その恩返しをしなければ

今までの生活が無くなったからと言って絶望してはいけない

それらはこれからの人生への布石であり、資金である

悲しくないとは言い切れないが、前に進まなければ

今自分はカナダにいる。一人で

しかし、一人ではあっても独りではない

いつもすぐそばにいてくれる人がいる

自分のこともままならないくせに俺の心配をしてくれる人がいる

遠い海の向こうからも心配してくれる人達がたくさんいる

それだけで俺は頑張れるし、自分が幸せ者だと思える

What I see...
Tears at the airport
Laughter on the campus
People make farewell and new meetings
And the start of the new life
Taking everything from before
Taking everything new in
In a complete different environment
Within the first year,
I am going to find the answer to the past 3 years of my life
Was I right, or wrong?
And so, it's the beginning of my new life

hmmm

i think ive been using lots of "hmmm"s as my title. this is when i dont really know what to put as my title.

theres been a weird moment between this guy and i thesedays. well, its always been sorta silent between us and both of us have not been talking to each other but it was never weird like that. but nowadays its just weird. i feel avoided? abandoned? or ditched, maybe or even betrayed if to make it a bit too exaggerated. i really dont get it. did i do anything wrong? its like i tried to talk but i get no response. im not very certain about it though. i really hope its just a misunderstanding and i hope im just thinking too much.

This is me

I am nothing special
I am just an ordinary guy with common thoughts, and I've lived a common life
There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten
I have nothing special in myself, and thus, I can't do anything special for you
I can't think of jokes that make you laugh
I can't think of interesting topics to catch your attention
I can't be patient at all time
I can't write a song or a poem
I can't dance or sing
I can't respond well to your expectations
But I've loved you with all my heart from deep inside it and with my entire soul
All I can do to you is to care with my fullest sincerity, and love with my biggest faith

(partially quoted from "The Notebook")

What am I?

>+++|)

It is still somewhat my admiration.

yes!

yay, she made it

End of.....

it's soon
End of IB
End of teenage
End of high school
End of life in Malaysia
End of living with my family
End of life relying on my parents

Am I proud of my life so far?

3rd Anniveresary

Now...
Its been 3 years
Since 5th of May 2007
It feels like it was just yesterday
In the path of this 3 years
I have never and will never
Regret having this time and feeling
And you...

春よ、来い

淡き光立つ俄雨
愛し面影の沈丁花
溢るる涙の蕾から
ひとつ、ひとつ、香り始める

それは空を越えて
やがて迎えに来る

春よ、遠き春よ。瞼閉じればそこに
愛をくれし君の懐かしき声がする

君に預けし我が心は
今でも返事を待っています
どれほど月日が流れても
ずっと、ずっと、待っています

それは明日を越えて
いつかきっと届く

春よ、まだ見ぬ春。迷い立ち止まるとき
夢をくれし君の眼差しが肩を抱く

夢よ、浅き夢よ。私はここにいます
君を想いながら一人歩いています
流るる雨のごとく、流るる花のごとく

春よ、遠き春よ。瞼閉じればそこに
愛をくれし君の懐かしき声がする

春よ、まだ見ぬ春。迷い立ち止まるとき
夢をくれし君の眼差しが肩を抱く

春よ、まだ見ぬ春…

dude -__-;

waste my time.....
give me back my 2 and a half hours -___-;

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Wow

How wonderful would it be if that happens.

キセキ～奇跡～

明日、今日よりも好きになれる
溢れる想いが止まらない
今もこんなに好きでいるのに言葉に出来ない

僕らの出逢いがもし偶然ならば?運命ならば?
君に巡り合えた、それは『奇跡』

二人寄り添って歩いて
永久の愛を形にして
いつまでも君の横で笑っていたくて
「ありがとう」や「愛してる」じゃまだ足りないけど
せめて言わせて「幸せです」と

日々の中での小さな幸せ
僕らの出会いは大きな世界での小さな出来事
巡り合えたそれって「奇跡」

うまく行かない日だって
二人で居れば晴れだって思えるから
強がりや寂しさも忘れられるから
僕は君でなら僕で居られるから
だからいつもそばにいてよ「愛しい君へ」

明日、今日より笑顔になれる
君がいるだけでそう思えるから
何十年、何百年、何千年時を超えようとも「君を愛してる」

sigh

I need to find a way to get rid of this indescribable extremely demotivated mind towards studies. It's probably because I just finished my mock exams and deep inside my mind I'm thinking that everything is done, where actually nothing is ever done yet. TOK essay, Musical Investigation, few Physics Lab reports, 2 Maths Portfolios, Japanese and English Orals, and finally, revisions for ALL subjects for the upcoming IB final exams on May. In addition, I have to send all my documents to the US universities, apply for the Canada universities and also visit the IDP to talk about universities in Australia. Actually there are more things which I haven't done yet than I have done so far. I thought I was almost done with my IB course works.

Moreover, there is a guy who is recently acting in such a way that ANNOYS me a LOT and a bit over the top.

PLEASE

If you want to talk, go ahead. But not to me, talk to yourself somewhere else where I can never see you even a little tiny bit of your shadow and where I can never hear your voice for even a single yocto bell or phone.

1000

Yesterday was the 999th day

And therefore, obviously today is the 1000th day


I was happy when it begun on the 1st day

And I am happy on this 1000th day, too

I know I will feel the same or maybe even better

For another 1000s of days

It was a miracle on the 1st day

And I am grateful on this 1000th day

I will be really grateful if I can have another 1000s of days

All those days are part of the things that I cherish the most


When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Because you're the one, with my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Because I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

999

Here comes again

Since that day

Today is the 999th day

If we go back to that place again in the future

Will you remember about that day again?

Or

Will you try to avoid thinking about it?

I hope you are happy now

Because I am

And hopefully it will last as happy memories in the future too

999

Please...

Please let me not think about it.....
Let me FORGET it....

Old

turned 19
I dont know if its a good thing or a bad thing
becoming older and older
well, its still probably a good thing as long as i dont start to "age"
"age" as in some of my abilities start to degrade due to my age

I think I will just enjoy my life until the "age" begins :)
only then I will start to concern about that!