キセキ～奇跡～

明日、今日よりも好きになれる
溢れる想いが止まらない
今もこんなに好きでいるのに言葉に出来ない

僕らの出逢いがもし偶然ならば?運命ならば?
君に巡り合えた、それは『奇跡』

二人寄り添って歩いて
永久の愛を形にして
いつまでも君の横で笑っていたくて
「ありがとう」や「愛してる」じゃまだ足りないけど
せめて言わせて「幸せです」と

日々の中での小さな幸せ
僕らの出会いは大きな世界での小さな出来事
巡り合えたそれって「奇跡」

うまく行かない日だって
二人で居れば晴れだって思えるから
強がりや寂しさも忘れられるから
僕は君でなら僕で居られるから
だからいつもそばにいてよ「愛しい君へ」

明日、今日より笑顔になれる
君がいるだけでそう思えるから
何十年、何百年、何千年時を超えようとも「君を愛してる」

sigh

I need to find a way to get rid of this indescribable extremely demotivated mind towards studies. It's probably because I just finished my mock exams and deep inside my mind I'm thinking that everything is done, where actually nothing is ever done yet. TOK essay, Musical Investigation, few Physics Lab reports, 2 Maths Portfolios, Japanese and English Orals, and finally, revisions for ALL subjects for the upcoming IB final exams on May. In addition, I have to send all my documents to the US universities, apply for the Canada universities and also visit the IDP to talk about universities in Australia. Actually there are more things which I haven't done yet than I have done so far. I thought I was almost done with my IB course works.

Moreover, there is a guy who is recently acting in such a way that ANNOYS me a LOT and a bit over the top.

PLEASE

If you want to talk, go ahead. But not to me, talk to yourself somewhere else where I can never see you even a little tiny bit of your shadow and where I can never hear your voice for even a single yocto bell or phone.