Tuesday, December 30, 2008

oaeme

two more days to go.
this year was quick... like super quick.
i still feel like we have a lot more to go for 2008.
many things happened this year...
many many many...
good thing, bad thing,
reflect, study/learn and grow.=)

Sunday, December 28, 2008

HAPPYYY=D

the title says it all.=P

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

hmmm

its almost the end of year 2008.... time goes by super quick...

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!=D

Saturday, December 20, 2008

hoollll

yay

holidays

im free from the school works

but im bored

and im running out of money

i THINK i have homeworks

i THINK i have to study some subjects by myself

*sigh*

Friday, December 12, 2008

haah

gaaaaaah, im borreed.
but i dont want to do school works.
i still have to do my maths portfolio. which i havent really touched yet and its due next wednesday.
i feel tired nowadays. *sigh*

Monday, December 8, 2008

I'm sorry

to the band dudes, i'm sorry. especially for WL.
yes, i was pissed today during the practice and didnt really communicate with you guys.
i was down because i felt like im leading the band alone with no one following after me...
but anyways, im sorry...

Sunday, November 30, 2008

stupid

stupid school. well, actually not the school but this teacher in particular. i think he is insane, brain damaged or just retarded. stupid stupid stupid. just wasted my precious band practice time and pissed me off so badly. almost half of our band practice time was taken by his non-sense decision. he said that we were supposed to inform him about the band practice through email. i talked to the security guards yesterday and they said that they will pass my message to him so that we can use the music room today. but today, they said im not allowed to use.
if we were supposed to inform him by email ONLY, then the security could have told me when i talked to them yesterday. and they didnt. ive got the approval letter with a signature from the head of music and they still said that im not allowed. they said that we MUST inform them by email. it doesnt make ANY difference whether if we inform them by email or letter or even just by talking to them, they will still know that we are asking for the music room unless they are like a whole bunch of complete deaf people which is just so stupid to believe when they could actually have a conversation with me. it was their problem that the security accepted my offer yesterday and they blaimed me today that we didnt email them. whats the point of emailing them when they are actually right in front of me?? its just so ridiculous. well, luckily we could use the music room, but our practice was delayed about more than 40 minutes which is quite a lot of time to practice. and this was the last time that we can actually practice before the audition on tuesday.

stupid stupid stupid.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

gaah

im a loser. i am.

maths test tomorrow.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

wooo

i havent posted in ages.lol
i dont really know what to write down actually. well, its really easy for me to write down stuffs when im like kinda emo? okay lets not use that word. when im feeling SAD. yes.
haha, but now im feeling kinda HAPPY so yea. its a bad thing that i dont have anything to write on the blog but i THINK its a good thing that im happy.=P lol sounds like this blog is my diary of sadness^^;

oh oh, i had physics test today. I COULDNT SOLVE ONE QUESTION. gaah

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

ouuchhh...

im almost dead....
my body and head are aching sooo much.
sore troat, my nose is stuck and runny nose.='(

Saturday, November 15, 2008

CAR!

I forgot to write down about this! i wrote on my other blog so i thought that ive already written on this too^^;

well, yea.

IM GETTING A CAR!!!!!!

i THINK its confirmed (i really hope so) and im getting a myvi from perudua (if my spelling is correct). well, i wasnt actually expecting for a myvi, i didnt really mind getting some crappy second hand cars since it runs, can listen to music and has air-con.=P well, im lucky.=D

but but, on the other hand, my mum told me that i have to get a scholarship for my university since shes getting me a car. bleeeh, that means i have to study even more than before!! (i dont really remember myself studying before though^^;)

anyway, hurraay for my new caaaaaarrrrrr.=D=D

Sunday, November 9, 2008

busy busy busy!!

ahhh, i feel sooooo busy today.... ive been going here and there for the whole day and the time just past. and i have looots of things to do.... i think. if im not mistaken, im supposed to be doing my physics lab thing, my musical practice, band practice, etc etc...

CANT I GET RID OF ALL THOSE STRESSING WORKS!!??

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

hahh...

am i the only one whos taking it serious??

Sunday, November 2, 2008

i dont know

i dont know why but im confused

i dont know what i shall do

i dont know what are the things that i am supposed to do

i dont know what are the things that i am NOT supposed to do

i dont know what are the good things

i dont know what are the bad things

i dont know what to think of

i dont know who to think of

Thursday, October 30, 2008

NEW!!

NEW!!
HAIR!!
STYLE!!

yes.... i straightened my hair again. well, it was actually a crystalizing but yea. it looks almost the same i guess^^; its kinda short this time. maybe i shall wait for a while then do it but ah. who cares. its too late.
i cant take shower for 2 days(48hours) to make the chemical absorbed in my hair so ill be stinky.=S

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Relaaaxiing...

phew... as it says on the title. finally im relaxing... no pressure, no crazy amounts of homework and no business project.=P everything is going well.... i think. hmm well, some things arent going well but still. its good that im relaxing now. and having a week break next week. haha, hope i can release all my stresses from last week and get back to school healthily on the week after.=P

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Post

havent postd for a while...

gaaah, im getting more and more busy! the stupid business project, homeworks and had to do all the stupid stuffs for CAS. and the sad thing is, that

I CANT ADD THE BEACH CLEANING FOR MY CAS ACTIVITY AND OUTCOME

it says its under UES so its just counted as UES. nothing more than that.

THEN WHATS THE POINT DOING IIITTTT!!!????

and the stupid business project.

I HAD TO RE-DO IT

gaaah. its just making me crazy. like really crazy. STREEESSSSEEEEDDD

Monday, October 13, 2008

The Band

today we had a new singer. but i dont really know what to do...
cuz we have already decided what song to play on the prom and the song is a male voice song. so itll be too low for the new singer to sing. and ive told her already. well, itll be ok if we are allowed to perform two songs in the prom but i dont think itll be that way cuz every year we were only allowed to perform one for each band...
shes like so motivated and picked up lots of songs so i feel really bad to tell her that we might not be able to play two songs. if we are not, then she will be only harmonizing me on the vocal, which is quite boring. hmm.... i shall figure out some ways to tell her openly and not to cause any problems...

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Computer

oh no.... my lap top is messed up...

i asked J to help me format my lap top. but now there are something wrong in it now.
theres this weird and useless thing coming out when i start up mu pc and there are no sounds at all unless i plug in an external speaker. and i forgot to write down all my favorite websites address so they are all gone. ahh.... maybe i shall bring it to the pc shop. but i cant stand staying in my room without my pc for like 2 or 3 days.... ='(

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Relaxing day

today was a relaxing day...

1st and 2nd Math: did about natural logarithm which is quite interesting and fun.=)

3rd Free: FREE

4th CAS meeting: talked and asked questions about CAS. i can submit my guitar lesson and softball
as my CAS activities!!=D

5th and 6th Music: did some stuffs for gamelan music. was fun cuz we did many many practical works. we composed a gamelan piece and it was actually quite cool.=)

7th and 8th English: watched a movie called "bend it like beckham". so we didnt do any works.

9th Business: thurdays business class will become an article reading time for the next 3 weeks. so we didnt have to do any works today!

soo.... it was only math that i actually worked today.

lol this blog is becoming like a primary diary^^; "it was fun"=P

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Corporate Responsibility

WHAT EXACTLY IS CORPORATE RESPONSIBILITY??

hmm, i kinda get the meaning. cuz i read the wikipedia article about corporate responsibility in

japanese. but i dont know what were the changes in corporate responsibility for the england

banks after the credit crisis... they changed the aim and objectives??=S well, due to what it says

on my notes, those are some of the changes that can be happened:

-change the aims and objectives of the business

-change the operating methods, which might lead to increasing costs

-change the relationship between the employees

-change the relationship between the other stakeholders

-changing organisation of the business

-taking into account the needs of concumers when making marketing decisions

-providing help to bodies and organisations outside the business

meh, dont know... hope its not due tomorrow since we are going to read business articles for tomorrows lesson....

im going to fail business.....='(

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Got Scolded

i got scolded in business today...=(

the teacher wasnt happy about my test result and yesterdays homework. i didnt really get what he said yesterday so i didnt do the homework. well, THAT was my fault cuz i didnt ask him back during the class yesterday. but about the test. not that i didnt want to get a lower mark. of course i wanted to get a higher mark. just because my english is not good enough to read, understand, think and write down the exact answer that he was expecting... and it was my first ever test on business, and ive NEVER EVER thought about what do the business organisations do in any situation before. didnt even care about whats going on in the world. i dont care about the american president. i dont care about the oil price rising. they dont do anything directly to me. well, eventhough theres something to do with me, im not the one whos dealing with it. i can do nothing and i wont be able to change anything about it.

GAAAAAAAH. this is making me craaazyyyyyy.

okay. I WILL TRY TO READ THE BUSINESS ARTICLE AS MUCH AS I CAN. AND DONT EXPECT ME ANYMORE. I HATE READING, WRITING IN ANY LANGUAGE, EVEN IN JAPANESE.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Coming back

My safety pin is back.=)

My Business test is back.=(

My Japanese blog is back.=)

I have to give I's guitar back.=(

and I'M BACK TO SCHOOL.=(

Guilt

i feel guilty.
i played football today. and i kicked the ball and it hit C's dad's face. of course it wasn't on purpose but i still feel guilty hitting him on the face. heh, maybe i shouldnt take a shot seriously. maybe i should just let the others take a shot. maybe i should just dribble the ball till the goal and pass it to the others. maybe maybe maybe.....

Saturday, October 4, 2008

TITLE

i havent been using the "Title". i feel its kinda useless cuz you can actually read and find what im trying to write and tell in the blog. you know, writing down the title is just wasting my time and the space in my blog! but well, since its there on the blog, i shall use it from now onwards.=P

ahh, hariraya holiday is almost over. and i havent done any of my homeworks yet. haah, my raya holidays were.... hmmm, kinda busy? well, not busy but i didnt really have time to do my homeworks. hmm, actually i forgot what i did^^; ahh, my memories are going away from my brain... but i remember that i was doing SOMETHING so i didnt do my work.=) im pretty sure about that.well, there are only three works to do anyway.

music- listen to the entire opera of "Dido and Aneaas" with the the score and listen to "Chorus No.4" and write down the melody and figure out the chords.
business- make notes on Pg789

hah, lazy. THANK YOU HARIRAYA FOR GIVING ME HOMEWORKS TO DO

Thursday, October 2, 2008

my... guitar.....

my guitar is... broken....

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

OH MY GOD

the test... business test.... i screwed it up... ahh, i dont think its the metter of how hard i study business. i just HATE that type of questions. like the ones with "explain what/why.....".

MY ENGLISH SUCK

okay, i will stop using the bold huge fonts.=P

we had band practice today... ahh, i feel so sorry for W that she could do nothing during the practice... well, actually we had nothing much to do as well, but just to improvise and jam. heh, need to start practicing for the song that we are going to play in the prom. it has a keyboard so she wont be bored anymore.=)

Monday, September 29, 2008

hmm, nothing special today. went football with the church people. and we WON. bahahahaha.=P hope the LOSERS wont read this....XD

ahh, business test tomorrow.... and i havent studied yet^^; ahh, going to die.... hopefully i can pass.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

CRAG CAME IN THIRD!!??

omg... this is really serious.... cross country.... i think this is like the first ever in the history. i think too many athletes left crag and too many joined the others. heeeeeh, its not faaaair!!! its not fair since last year!! like last year, we won the cross country, swimming gala and sports day. and we still came in second for the overall house points at the end of year. and then this year..... from the begining, crag came in THIRD (THE LAST!!) in cross country.... it was so so so disgusting.=P

i kinda have a feeling that we are going to lose for the sports day as well-___-; crag now is too weak. or maybe i shall just kill some of the good athletes in the other houses......=P

Saturday, September 27, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY W!!!!

it was a fun day today. we tried to make a surprise party but then i went to her house too late and she found me out^^; well, it was still a surprise, except that she saw me.lol you will feel so retarded when you just got found out by the person who you were trying to surprise-___-; actually, I was the one who was surprised because i didnt think that she will come back that early. haha.

oh, i started to make my own notes during physics class.=) i just felt that it is useless to listen to the lesson because i dont really get what the teacher is trying to explain... maybe its my english problem or maybe it is because how the teacher teaches.=P i just wrote two pages of notes and then started a tutor on how to make a paper crane.lol the japanese traditional ORIGAMI!lol ahh, i have to make notes of what we have done so far... which takes quite long....?lol

once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!=D lol

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

ahhhh, my stamina is falling.... seriously.... i only ran 240m x 10.5 for 12 minutes run today in pe.... eeeerr, 2520m? i wasnt runing propperly though.... but still... oh, it was a training for cross country by the way. and i dont really get that. nothing will change with one training. A 12 MINUTES TRAINING. this is just so stupid. if my stamina will improve with one 12 minutes run, then i would have like infinite stamina by now.=P i dont really know what the pe depart are thinking...

yaaay, i bought a birthday present for W~~. lol not really a present though^^; i have to PRODUCE/MANUFACTURE the present from what i bought today.lol hopefully ill make a nice one.=)

i still have to do my english homework.... and its already past 12.... this is gaaaaay.... well, it was my fault that didnt do it earlier... so am i the one whos gay?? no im not... the english homework itself, nono the HOMEWORKS are GAY!!( why am i talking to myself??><)lol

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

i feel left out.

i mean, i FELT left out. when my friends are talking in a language that i dont really understand... i mean i did learn the language. but not that i can speak or listen fluently. well, i know that thats their native language and itll be much much easier to talk that way. so i wont ask them to talk in english. cuz its like me talking in english with my jap friends. which is kinda awkward.=S haha, i dont know what im trying to say in this blog... lol i just felt..... left out and lonely.

Monday, September 22, 2008

TIRED TIRED TIRED. WHY AM I SO TIRED????

i dont know.=) lol i really dont know why im tired. not that im in a bad mood or depressed though. just feel TIRED. physically i think. prob not enough sleep. haha, its too typical>< i shall sleep at like 10 today~~.

had band practice today. hmm, was kinda messed up cuz the drummer wasnt there. (not that its the drummers fault) we didnt have a full band so we just couldnt really jam^^; cant really keep the beat. realized how important the drummer in a band.lol sooo, make sure that you will come for the practice next week, Tett!!lol

heh, T is in a bad mood i think. i mean, he IS depressed. whats wrong with him?? well, i kinda know the reason though. i think. but i cant really talk to him about it. and he doesnt want to talk to me about it too. so i can do nothing... i feel so useless when i see my friend is down and me doing nothing. haa... hope he will get well soon.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

second day of the blog....

IM TIIIIRRREEEEEEEDDD!!!!

not that i did something today though... its from yesterday...-__-;
played basketball in the morning and football in the evening. and i slept at like 1 in the midnight. i woke up at 12 this morning-___-;

some happy things here. I FINALLY GOT MY NEW FLIP FLOP!! i mean, i did have a new flip flop but it was the one from FOS, the cheapy cheapy one. i finally got a REAL flip flop from quick silver.lol

i have to do my english homework.... actually, all those homeworks are also one of the reasons that im tired... meeh, who cares. im gonna do it tomorrow in the free period!!!

wish i get less works.....

Saturday, September 20, 2008

new

heh, a new blog.... hope no one will find out this blog. =P

just going to use this blog to write down what happened to me in school, house or wherever i went and maybe some complaints, grumbles, so on so on.... aaaaand i hope my english will improve by writing everyday. i'm actually planning to write my diary/complaints/grumbles EVERYDAY. which i don't think it will work.=P well, lets see how it goes.

sooo, yea. i dont know what else to write for today. lol