A Door to Tomorrow（明日への扉）

Shining sweat, a t shirt, a love that I found
Watching you, more radiant than anyone
I found feelings that I never experienced before
A new voyage will begin

After the rain, fickle feelings, a blue wind, a strong sunshine
Someday, passing them all
The color of love that I'll start painting
I'll color the first page

A fortune telling magazine
On both of our stars
I put both of our futures together
Full of scabs, the heart that won't come off
All becomes closed up by your kindness

My heart that became empty after some time
Is gradually being filled again
One moment, a dry gesture
I want to keep gazing at you, smiling at you someday
Who talks of your dreams

When you protect something precious
If the first step you take is courage
I run away from getting hurt
All I get is the long way around

The habit of pretending to be strong
Has nowhere to go now
And is getting confused inside my heart
To my feelings for you which I felt for the first time
Rather than words, tears overflow

Let's walk, step by step
With feet that are a little different in size
The road we walk together
The road which is bumpy
A small decision marked
On a folded white map
I'll tell you, honestly, right now

The melody of the two of us that I hear in my ears
Holding back my flowing tears
I'll tell you a cliche
"We'll be still together from now on..."

These feelings that I couldn't hold back anymore
Came down as shining drops from the sky in the 25th hour
When I realized, a gentle breeze blew in my heart
And I slowly open the door to tomorrow

Words go over time, and burst past forever
Going past many seasons
And the place it settles, is the place for us
After the voyage that was too long
Let's raise the love we vowed


光る汗、Tシャツ、出会った恋　誰よりも輝く君を見て
初めての気持ちを見つけたよ　新たな旅が始まる

雨上がり、気まぐれ、蒼い風　強い日差し　いつか追い越して
これから描いて行く恋の色　始まりのページ彩るよ

占い雑誌　ふたつの星に　二人の未来を重ねてみるの
かさぶただらけ　とれない心　あなたの優しさでふさがる

いつの間にか　すきま空いた　心が満たされて行く
ふとした瞬間の　さり気ない仕草
いつの日にか　夢を語る　あなたの顔をずっと
見つめていたい　微笑んでいたい

大切な何かを守るとき　踏み出せる一歩が勇気なら
傷つくことから逃げ出して　いつもただ遠回りばかり

行き場なくした強がりのクセが　心の中で戸惑っているよ
初めて知ったあなたの想いに　言葉より涙あふれてくる

少し幅の違う足で　一歩ずつ歩こうね
二人で歩む道　でこぼこの道
二つ折りの白い地図に　記す小さな決意を
正直に今　伝えよう

耳元で聞こえる二人のメロディー　溢れ出す涙こらえて
ありきたりの言葉　あなたに言うよ　「これからもずっと一緒だよね…」

抑えきれない　この気持ちが　25時の空から
光る滴として　降り注いだ
気がついたら　心の中　やさしい風が吹いて
明日への扉　そっと開く

言葉が今　時を越えて　永遠を突き抜ける
幾つもの季節を通り過ぎて
たどり着いた　二人の場所　長すぎた旅のあと
誓った愛を育てよう

Useless

I feel useless.

Can't even help to calm down.

Can't even help to release stress.

Can't even help to settle a problem.

Can't even help to have happiness.

Can't even help to see a smile.

What can I do?

I feel useless.

Lucky

Do you hear me?
I'm talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets harder

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you, I promise you I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

More Than Words

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's no that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
'Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn into two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
'Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn into two
More than words to show you fee
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More then words

900

Today(20/10/2009) is the 900th day.
Do you remember??
I will remember even when I'm 100 years old.

Universities

Hmm, those are some Universities that can be my options....

-University of California, Barkley
-University of California, San Diego
-California State University, Northridge
-San Diego State University
-Georgia Institute of Technology
-Iowa State University
-Wichita State University
-Grand Valley State University
-Wayne State University
-Delta State University
-North Dakota State University
-The Ohio State University

Need to narrow down my choices from these....

Growth

I was actually quite surprised when I wore my old school pants today for assembly, that it was tight. I grew since Year 11 I guess? I just told SOMEONE that I can never have a pants becoming tight for me because I've stopped growing long time ago. But that was probably because I usually buy a bigger sized pants.lol Well, HURRAY for myself that I grew!

Apparently I am a dog.lol That's what she said. A 小狗 (puppy in Mandarin)^^; It's probably because I use the term/name goshujinsama.

Had a good time today as well, despite the works left which I really have to finish asap. I really hope that this time will last forever (excluding the works of course). I know it is impossible, but as long as it can.

Hopefully the Project X will succeed.lol I just came up with this stupid name randomly. But yea, fail in the project is sort of a DEATH to me. I must find a way to do it well. Really.

The Real Face

I don't know which is my real face.

Is it the face when I am:
-talking with my male friends
-talking with my female friends
-talking with who I like
-talking with my family
-talking with my teachers
-talking with strangers
-talking to myself

The word "face" means the actually "personality" deep inside my heart. Which one is my ORIGINAL personality. It is very easy to change my attitude and language depending on who I am talking to, but is that really me?
But it is still "me" who is talking to whoever it is, so all the faces should be considered as me.
If that is true, everyone will have lots of lots of faces, depending on who they are talking to. Sometimes people are fake. really.

Football

GAAAAH
lost
lost
lost
lost
4-1
I played sooooo crappy.
And what's more surprising is that
I'm the captain for the Team B.
I SAID I HAVEN'T BEEN PLAYING FOOTBALL FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS!!
It was so embarrassing that I couldn't do anything as a captain today.
I was supposed to be talking to people during the game, coaching and advising but I'm not good in football!! I don't know the stuffs!
I think I should tell him?? To not make me be the captain? Because I think it is better to have someone who actually knows football. Captain doesn't mean "the oldest" person in the team.

Anyway, I need to improve my football. I need to join the Team A!!

GAH

Uplands vs Dalat
Football match
It was the A teams' game
I was
Sitting at the side of the pitch
Shouting and cheering at the players
I did not join the team to do this
I will make it into the A team
Very soon

Purpose of Life

Have you ever thought of your purpose of life?
Are we supposed to be having one? Or at least one?
I don't have one. Well, I don't have one YET I would rather say (hoping to have one... really).
Because if you think about it, we only last for approximately 80 to 90 years. But what are we supposed to be doing during that 80 ~ 90 years? If we just spend our whole life time for nothing, that's just wasted. I would rather not live than spending a meaningless life.

Would you die for something than living for nothing? And would you consider that as an acceptable, reasonable and meaningful death? You need a reason to die, don't you?

Success

It always feels good when I make someone surprise. And today was one of the best surprise I made I think. A surprise birthday party.

Had a lot of fun, I really did. Met up with old friend who I haven't seen in a while, with his new girlfriend, too. We talked, played and laughed.
I am satisfied with myself too. But one thing that I would regret is that I wasn't that well organized. I was assuming too many things that people will understand me without me telling them. And I also relied too much. But anyway, the party went well without any problem so I shall think in a positive way.

Happy 18th Birthday, Wen Lu!!
I hope you like the party and the presents, and I hope that you will be happy all the time :)

TDL ~ Over the Hari Raya Holidays~

-Extended Essay
-Japanese World Literature Essay
-Business Internal Assessment
-Musical Investigation
-Physics Write Up
-CAS Manager Reflections

TDL ASAP
-Search Universities
-Register and Study for SAT and TOEFL

Responsibility

Why is everyone not being responsible to what they said?

People should really have a second taught before they say anything.

Especially when it involves other people.

You can't just escape by saying "I'm sorry" or "I can't help".

At least take some action to SHOW and PROVE that you're actually feeling sorry.

I hate this.

How much I spend a month

I realize that I'm spending quite a lot in a month.

Allowance: RM200
Guitar lesson: RM140
Physics Tuition: RM350
Lunch Money: RM120
Petrol: RM200
Badminton: RM50

Total: RM1,060

Plus this month I've already spent:
New Guitar: RM3,500
Football Kit: RM100

Total: RM4,660

hmm.... I need to save...

Invasion

HEYLOOOOO!! CAROL THE GREAT, AWESOME, WONDERFUL WAS HERE, AS WAS THE NOT SO GREAT AND AWESOME KYU SUN :)


We come in peace. All hail.

TDL

-Music Investigation
-Extended Essay 2nd Draft
-Finish off Business IA
-Japanese World Literature Essay
-Japanese Oral
-Read Book for English B
-Maths Work Sheet

Year 13 began.
I knew it but still, my only comment is "too much works".
I have to do all of the above and our TOK essay is coming up soon. And by the time we are done with all the course works, we will have to start preparing for the mocks.
MOREOVER, I have to take my SAT and TOEFL as I am going to the States for university. And now I will also have to search for which university to go as well.

Busy busy busy.... I shouldn't be watching TV.lol

BAck

Back from Japan. I feel more relaxed here in Penang. I think I'm becoming more and more Malaysian.lol Or maybe it's just that I don't have any friends in my hometown so I felt lonely.

It's been a while since I posted something on this blog (again). I'm getting more and more lazy as my summer holidays are passing, and I really do need to start doing my works!! Seriously, there are too much for me to do, (it's just that I've never done this much of works before in my life) and I'll be totally screwed if I don't.

Had dinner with papa last night, I think it was the first time to have a dinner with only two of us. It's funny how we started talking about what's going to happen in the future, like what will he and mum do after both my sister and I left home for work, what will I be doing after my schooling, he has to work hard for another 10 more years(that's when my sister graduates University) and so on. I felt kind of corny though, I feel uneasy(shy?lol) to talk about those serious topics with my dad>< Haha, maybe I'm just not used to it yet. Haven't had such a conversation with papa before, think he's been too busy especially nowadays because of the economic downturn. Haven't had time to talk like that.
Need to think of what I'm going to do in the future.... And for that, I first need to search for universities....

And today's someone's special day~, happy birthday Cheryl!

QU~~

I'm going to Kuching tomorrow. Bye~

幸せな時

「光陰矢の如し」
時とは、光の速さの様に過ぎて行く。

それでも

悲しいと思う時が有れば、
嬉しいと思う時も有る。

怒っている時が有れば、
喜んでいる時も有る。

不幸な時が有れば、
幸せな時も有る。

嫌なことは速く過ぎるけど、
良いことも速く過ぎてしまう。

「時」とは

残酷であり、
慈愛である。

裏切であり、
希望である。

複雑であり、
単純である。

残された「時」を如何に効率良く使うか。
人生の良し悪しはそれに左右される。

huh....

im

tired

to

live

Satisfaction

I'm satisfied nowadays.

I'm happy in another word.

I just am. Don't ask why.lol

Everything in my life is going well, despite the crazy amounts of school works that I have to do. The IBO should really concern more about the students and give less works. Like CAS is taking away lots of our free times and they still expect us to do self-studies and course works at home. I need to start studying.....:(

~To Do List~(TDL from now onwards)
-Business course work
-Radio advertisement for Business
-Musical Investigation
-Extended Essay
-Maths revision
-Physics revision
-Prepare for End of Year Exams
-Japanese A1 world literature comparison essay(look for topic)
-Search for University/College

argh

pain pain pain pain

my body aches like hell

plus im extremely disappointed about my body, how unfit i am

i didnt expect myself to be THAT tired after my 200m sprint. i almost puked.

need to traaaaaaiiinnnnnn

MUST!!!!! HAH!!!!

What?

You? Failure of Maths?

Then what am I?

Failur-er.

Sigh

Anniversary

2007 May 5th.

Everything started on this day. And today is the 2nd anniversary. Well, I am still not very sure whether I should call it an "anniversary" though. But anyway, today is the 2nd year.
Still remember everything that happened on that day. Everything's still fresh in my mind. I was pretty brave that day^^; haha.
As I think back, there were many many things since that day. Like REALLY lot. Those are all parts of my memories, it doesn't matter whether they are good or bad. They were all important to me, and I learned many things from those things. I cherish all those memories.

Wish that nothing will go wrong from now onwards, and hopefully I can finish my IB course without any problems.

My Spirit Will Go On

Life is a misery, don't know how it's come to be
Death, the epitome of all of our days
In the past we had no choice to hear or to be the voice
Close your eyes and visualize the demon to arise

You know that sanity is not as it was meant to be
And now that misery has taken a new stand
In the land of a thousand souls we will carry on through the rain
In the sun we will move along with the memories of the slain
When I see this humanity and the evil that they have come to be
We've come to the point of no return and you beg for just...

One more time to escape from all this madness
One more time to be set free from all this sadness
And one last time to be the one who understands
My soul and my spirit will go on, for all of eternity

Foreign the currency, your payment in blood to be
Death is the destiny for all of our ways
In the dark you hide away for who or what you can't say
When I see the power of the demon come alive

You know that sanity is not as it was meant to be
And now that misery has taken a new stand
On the wings of eagles flying staring on to the sun
Reaching for the gold horizon when the war shall be won
Can you see the debauchery and the blade of death that has come for thee
In winds of torment forever more you will cry for just...

One more time to escape from all this madness
One more time to be set free from all this sadness
And one last time to be the one who understands
My soul and my spirit will go on, for all of eternity

In the land of a thousand souls we will carry on through the rain
In the sun we will move along with the memories of the slain
When I see this humanity and the evil that they have come to be
We've come to the point of no return and you beg for just...

One more time to escape from all this madness
One more time to be set free from all this sadness
And one last time to be the one who understands
My soul and my spirit will go on, my soul and spirit will go on, for all of eternity

To Do List

Major things:
-Extended Essay
-Business Coursework
-Music Coursework (Music Investigation)
-Group 4 Project
-Japanese A1 World Literature Comparison Essay's Topic

The not very major things:
-English assignment
-Maths revision on differentiation and integration
-Japanese A1 homework (forgot what exactly it is.lol)
-CAS manager

Plenty of works to do..

DAN DAN 心魅かれてく

DAN DAN 心魅かれてく
その眩しい笑顔に
果てない暗闇(やみ)から飛び出そう Hold my hand

君と出会ったとき
子どものころ大切に想ってた景色(ばしょ)を思い出したんだ
僕と踊ってくれないか
光と影の Winding Road
今でもあいつに夢中なの？
少しだけ振り向きたくなるような時もあるけど
愛と勇気と誇りを持って闘うよ

DAN DAN 心魅かれてく
この宇宙(ほし)の希望のかけら
きっと誰もが永遠を手に入れたい
ZEN ZEN 気にしないフリしても
ほら君に恋してる
果てない暗闇(やみ)から飛び出そう Hold your hand

怒った顔も疲れてる君も好きだけど
あんなに飛ばして生きて大丈夫かなと思う
僕は・・・何気ない(なにげない)行動(しぐさ)に振り回されてる sea side blue
それでも あいつに夢中なの？
もっと聞きたいことがあったのに
二人の会話が車の音にはばまれて通りに舞うよ

DAN DAN 心魅かれてく
自分でも不思議なんだけど
何かあると一番(すぐ)に 君に電話したくなる
ZEN ZEN 気のないフリしても
結局君のことだけ見ていた
海の彼方へ飛び出そうよ Hold my hand

hmmmm

i need a place to study....

Oh My God

I had a terrible nightmare tonight. Seriously.... It was TERRIBLE.

I will never ever want to have that to happen again.

Time

It's end of April....

Time passes by as fast as the speed of light.

We are now on our 3rd term of year 12 in IB, which means we only have another year left in Uplands.

When I first came to Uplands, I really hated this school. I really wanted to leave as soon as soon as possible but now, I don't want to leave away from my friends...

Time changes everything and as well as destroy. It passes so fast and changes many things around me and ruins even more things.

What I want to say here is, that

"THE TIME PASSED TOO FAST AND TODAY IS THE END OF OUR EASTER HOLIDAYS. AND I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED DOING ANY OF THE HOMEWORK YET!!"

Stupid time.... You better slow down or else you will make me be in a serious trouble.

YOU RUINED MY HOLIDAY

Singapore

ahahahahahaha

just came back from singapore

dragonforce was aaawwwssssoooomeeeeeee!!:D:D

singapore

was

so complicated

but then

the public services and stuffs were really uhhhh.... how to say.... advanced??(it amazed me)

well, overall, it was a good trip :)

bahahaha

GOING
TO
SINGAPORE
ON
SATURDAY
TO
WATCH
DRAGONFORCE!!!!!!:D:D:D

finally. there were many problems about the stupid visa things and stuffs and its finally confirmed that i can go!! well, A and his brother are not following but still, im sooooooo excited!! W is coming with me, and my friend in singapore, K is coming too! and might meet C there and hang out:)
hope there wont be any troubles during the trip.....

~To Do List~
-Extended Essay's topic and mentor
-Maths revision
-Physics revision
-CAS manager
-Business course work planning
-Music Investigation
-Practice piano
-Practice guitar
-Read book for Japanese A1
-Reading journal for Japanese A1

Start doing them after coming back from Singapore!!

gaahh

I'm sick....:( i hate being sick.
my body aches, runny nose, cough, sore throat and so on. stuuuuupid.
someone help me:(

700

Today is the 700th day. (3/4/09)

GCSE Music Re-union Dinner

Oh oh, I almost forgot about it.
We had a dinner at my dad's restaurant gathering the 2006-08 GCSE Music students.(not all, but the ones who are still in Penang and able to come)
Well, it was..... FUN:) Really. I think it was one of the most fun dinner I've recently had. And nowadays we've been having lots of lots of works and couldn't really relax so I think it was also a good opportunity to rest ourselves down(up?) to heaven.lol (It's a new phrase that I just made up:P)
I wish we can have that kind of gathering more often, not only dinner but maybe some other things that we can do together. It was really nice and relaxing. Or maybe we shall do this every time when CT comes back:P
The funny thing was, that it was a dinner for the Music students but none of us, like NONE, actually talked about music^^; We were basically just GOSSIPING.lol Well, it's a good way of relieving stress and tension.... lol

Anyway,

THANKS FOR COMING EVERYONE,
AND LET'S DO IT AGAIN!!:D

April Fool

Today is 1st of April. Yes, it is the day that you can LEGALLY LIE to everyone. Isn't that stupid? People LIE anyway. Whats the point having a legally lying day??

April Fools' Day or All Fools' Day, although not a holiday in its own right, is a notable day celebrated in many countries on April 1. The day is marked by the commission of hoaxes and other practical jokes of varying sophistication on friends, family members, enemies, and neighbours, or sending them on fool's errand, the aim of which is to embarrass the gullible. Traditionally, in some countries, the jokes only last until noon: like UK, Australia, New Zealand, Canada and South Africa, someone who plays a trick after noon is called an "April Fool". Elsewhere, such as in Ireland, France, and the USA, the jokes last all day.

The origin of April Fools' Day is obscure. One likely theory is that the modern holiday was first celebrated soon after the adoption of the Gregorian Calendar; the term referred to someone still adhering to the Julian Calendar, which it replaced. In many pre-Christian cultures May Day (May 1) was celebrated as the first day of summer, and signalled the start of the spring planting season. An April Fool was someone who did this prematurely. Another origin is that April 1 was counted the first day of the year in France. When King Charles IX changed that to January 1, some people stayed with April 1. Those who did were called "April Fools" and were taunted by their neighbors. In the eighteenth century the festival was often posited as going back to the times of Noah. An English newspaper article published on April 13th, 1789 said that the day had its origins when he sent the raven off too early, before the waters had receded. He did this on the first day of the Hebrew month that corresponds with April. A possible reference to April Fools' Day can be seen in the Canterbury Tales (ca 1400) in the Nun's Priest's tale, a tale of two fools: Chanticleer and the fox, which took place on March 32nd.

Stupid-___-; We don't even know the origin of the April fool. Well, I don't really mind because it's actually quite fun to play a prank on someone, especially C, WL, A and R. Because of their reactions and the way they fall on the prank:P

Anyhow, 2 more days of school ( last day isn't really a school day though) and then Easter Holidays!! Nothing changes in Malaysia, but still it's Easter. Looking forward for an Easter egg chocolate?? Yes, I am!!:D But unfortunately for the IB students, we get TONS OF WORKS instead of Easter eggs......:(

GG

One more week to the Easters! I can't wait for it.
Oh, we had a training match for basketball against Dalat on Thursday, obviously we got trashed. I really hope that Uplands will take sports, especially basketball seriously. We need to practice more. Since we moved to our new campus, the opportunity for us to play basketball is allmost ZERO apart from our weekly training, which is only an hour per week. Who can improve by such a short time?? At the old campus, at least we could use the court all the time during break, lunch, after school, even BEFORE school in the morning. I remember seeing the IB student playing basketball during their free period. And now, we are not allowed to use the court AT ALL just because it is now an indoor gymnasium and they said that we must have at least one teacher to supervise us while playing. But the teachers are lazy enough not to care about us, they just say either "I'm busy" or "I have to go home". Maybe I should go and ask for a permission to use the gym during break and lunch. So at least there will be some people playing basketball more than once a week, hopefully everyday and the basketball standard of Uplands will go up.

~To Do List~
-English essays:
1. Film critique
2. Essay on Paper 2
-Physics revision
-Finish studying Calculus on Maths
-Finish Case Study for Business
-Music Investigation
-Reading Journal for Japanese A1
-Refletion on CAS manager

To Do List

-Perform in assembly tomorrow
-Music investigation (draft)
-English oral presentation
-Physics write ups
-Physics report
-Japanese notes
-Japanese homeworks(including reading)
-Business articles
-EE topic
-Reflect for Relay for Life in CAS manager
-Search for acoustic pieces for the IB Art Exhibition
-Confirm about Singapore trip

CT is back!!=D but feel sorry for him that we are still in school, so he has to wait for another 2 more weeks to hang out with us=( and before the term ends, ill have to manage all the things on the list to be done.

Growing process

I am in a process of becoming a better man.

I will grow through pains and mistakes.

I am now doing all I can do, and will carry on doing them.

Every single step I take, has a meaning to it.

Reflect and study what I've done in each step,

And learn the mistake that I have made.

This might take a while, but

I will train myself and will soon become a better man.

sigh

i dont know what to do with it

To Do List

-Preparation for TOK presentation
-Practice guitar for senior recital
-Practice guitar for assembly
-Practice guitar for the performance in Relay for Life
-Maths portfolio
-Start reflecting CAS activities
-Update CAS manager
-Tidy up the notes for Japanese A1
-Study for Music end of term exam
-IB Group 4 Project (I have no idea what I'm doing and who I'm doing with)

Pretty much to do.

Warmness on the Soul

Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.


And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

WHY SINGAPORE!?

Event:
DRAGONFORCE ULTRA BEATDOWN WORLD TOUR FAR EAST 2009 - LIVE IN SINGAPORE

Date/Time:
11 April 2009 (8.00pm)

Event Type:
Concert

Duration:
Estimated 3 hrs.

Interval:
N.A.

Promoter:
Quebec Leisure International Pte Ltd / Loud Entertainments

Venue:
D’marquee, DowntownEast

Ticket Price:
Full Price: $70.00
(Group Purchase 10 tickets Get 1 ticket FREE)
VIP Tickets (Meet & Greet DragonForce Members, Limited Passes Available): $120.00
Onsite Tickets: $80.00
[*All prices exclude booking fee]

HOOORAAAAAYYY!!!! =D =D DRAGONFORCE LIVE CONCERT!!
but WHY?? WHY IN SINGAPORE!?? so expensive....T^T accommodation is expensive, transportation is expensive, shopping is expensive and CURRENCY IS EXPENSIVE. EVERYTHING. GAH.

anyway, hope that i can go and watch them playing live... this will be my first ever live concert in my whole life and they are one of my favorite bands!=D

so what i REALLY hope now is:
ECONOMIC DOWNTURN IN SINGAPORE!!! so that the sing dollars will be cheaper and i wont have to spend a lot for the concert.=)

Job's done!=)

It's been a loooong time. Six hundred and fifty six days. Almost two years.
I've been trying hard but then I think this time was the only success. I mean, it was the best. Now, I am no longer facing any problems and hence I am quite happy now=D (despite the crazy amounts of school works and guitar practice that I have to do)

Oh, by the way, I just found out that there are so many Happy Birthdays this month. (according to my facebook.lol) List out:

-Hentai
-Haruki
-Bec
-Lidia
-Great Basketballer
-Poker No.1
-Mr. Weed
-American Japanese rapper
-ONG
-JeeMin
-Kai-kun

Yea, that's pretty much all of them?lol Well, I'm sure there are more (in fact I didn't write down some) but those are the ones that I would actually care and celebrate.=P Sorry if I miss out some that I would actually care, go and check your facebook and submit your birthday in your calender.=)

Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ALL!!!=D

raaawwwr

WEIRD

so weird. whats going on??? did i do anything? i dreamed about this thing last night and it actually happened today.(im not gonna say what "this thing" is) but its just so weird.....

I Can Wait Forever

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter, but you feel so far away

And I can't lie but every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I, wanna come back home to see your face tonight
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
It's like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call, my heart stops beating
When you're gone, it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around, I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay

And I can't lie but every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
It's like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call, my heart stops beating
When you're gone, it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that just the price I've gotta pay
But when you come back home to feel your touch makes it better
Until that day there's nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
It's like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call, my heart stops beating
When you're gone, it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever.....

いうぅｔｈｔが

happy chinese new year~~. well actually there are nothing much to do for me cuz im japanese and we celebrate new years on the 1st january. aaan, i havent gotten my angpau yet. I NEED MONOEY.
oh, i might get a new hand phone!=) cuz the one im using now sucks. really sucks. so yea.
bye bye.lol

apoereigh

i know i havent posted for loooong time. i dont know why but i just couldnt be bothered to. oh, i turned 18 by the way. im not sure by now whether it is a good thing to have my birthday every year cuz im just getting older and older. i kinda want to remain being a student. young. less pressure(i think). i know all these dont make sense at all unless i can control the dimention and stop/rewind the time. well, anyway, thats another nonsense.

hah, back to all alone again. stupid.

okay, i shall stop being emo now.lol chinese new year is coming soon. hopefully ill get my new guitar.=)

式子内親王

弱　忍　長　絶　玉
り　ぶ　ら　え　の
も　る　へ　な　緒
ぞ　こ　ば　ば　よ
す 　と　　　絶　　
る　の　　　え　　
　　　　　　 ね　　

another world

although im still in the same school and same year, i feel like ive just started my new school year in a different school. well actually not really only school but my whole life seems to be starting to change. i feel something like im in another world from year 2008.

True Love

Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:

O no! It is an ever fixed mark
That looks on tempests, and is never shaken;
It is the start to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.

Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come;
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out ev'n to the edge of doom.

If this be error, and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

new

happy happy new year.

i dont know whats so happy though. we are getting old! turning 18 in 14 days... so faaast.
and i still dont feel llike 2009. i dont know why but i dont feel satisfied for 2008 yet. couldnt do anything BIG.
and now i will have to think about my future... what to do and where to go. first of all, university. then my job. hahh.... theres nothing good to get older... more things to think/do. i wanna stay young... T^T