hmmm

i think ive been using lots of "hmmm"s as my title. this is when i dont really know what to put as my title.

theres been a weird moment between this guy and i thesedays. well, its always been sorta silent between us and both of us have not been talking to each other but it was never weird like that. but nowadays its just weird. i feel avoided? abandoned? or ditched, maybe or even betrayed if to make it a bit too exaggerated. i really dont get it. did i do anything wrong? its like i tried to talk but i get no response. im not very certain about it though. i really hope its just a misunderstanding and i hope im just thinking too much.

This is me

I am nothing special
I am just an ordinary guy with common thoughts, and I've lived a common life
There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten
I have nothing special in myself, and thus, I can't do anything special for you
I can't think of jokes that make you laugh
I can't think of interesting topics to catch your attention
I can't be patient at all time
I can't write a song or a poem
I can't dance or sing
I can't respond well to your expectations
But I've loved you with all my heart from deep inside it and with my entire soul
All I can do to you is to care with my fullest sincerity, and love with my biggest faith

(partially quoted from "The Notebook")