i feel left out.

i mean, i FELT left out. when my friends are talking in a language that i dont really understand... i mean i did learn the language. but not that i can speak or listen fluently. well, i know that thats their native language and itll be much much easier to talk that way. so i wont ask them to talk in english. cuz its like me talking in english with my jap friends. which is kinda awkward.=S haha, i dont know what im trying to say in this blog... lol i just felt..... left out and lonely.