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happy happy new year.

i dont know whats so happy though. we are getting old! turning 18 in 14 days... so faaast.
and i still dont feel llike 2009. i dont know why but i dont feel satisfied for 2008 yet. couldnt do anything BIG.
and now i will have to think about my future... what to do and where to go. first of all, university. then my job. hahh.... theres nothing good to get older... more things to think/do. i wanna stay young... T^T